When I first started training in martial arts under Master Joe, my enthusiasm was at its highest pinnacle. I was so excited with opportunities of learning something new and at the same time getting back into shape. As I continued training, I would often attend every class possible throughout the week. I don't think my behavior of showing up everyday is abnormal, I truly believe this is a normal reaction to anything that one finds pleasing and rewarding. I was so pumped about meeting physical and mental challenges that I wanted to put my all into it. And I did!
With responsibilities come sacrifices. At the time when I first started my journey of self improvement, my responsibilities were limited. However, life has a unique twist of throwing in stumbling blocks every now and then. My stumbling block was my due to my own choice. I've always wanted to pursue more education, and fortunately had the opportunity to do so. Just like everything else I put my mind too; I have the strong desire to give my all. With that being the case, here lies the dilemma, give 100 percent to training or 100 percent to attaining my educational goals. Needless to say, this was an unrealistic goal to accomplish. I figured if I couldn't give 100 percent to training, which meant attending class as I normally do, then I needed to step away for a while and concentrate on school.
A day or two would pass, and I'd say to my self, "I'll go tomorrow." The next day would come and go without attending class, and before I knew it weeks would have gone by, consequently turning into months. During that time, I would sporadically drop in for a class or two only to leave again without notice. It wasn't until I made up my mind, and realized that I needed to put my training into perspective. "If I cannot go everyday, so what! Then I'll go when I can!" That's when I was able to manage my time appropriately to where I was able train on the days class was offered. I'm thankful, that Master Joe's program offers so many different training schedules throughout week regardless of ranking that it makes it easy for individuals with demanding schedules to participate. When I started making the slow transition back, I was welcomed back with open arms. Starting from ground zero can be a humbling experience, but you laugh it off and keep trying. You'll be surprised how fast you can remember sparring techniques 1 through 10.
By making time for class, I realized it’s not so much about quantity but rather quality that makes the difference. Although, attending class everyday again would be nice but at the present time it is not feasible. Therefore, on the days I can make it, I can still give it my all!
